OVER THINKING

OVER THINKING

   Senin, Januari 16, 2017       Unknown

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I've a habit of thinking excessively about many things. all things! Sadness, disappointment, shame, despair, hope, anger, and happiness.

Usually when I'm sad, I will be silent and think about what has made me sad. Will many emerging thoughts that made me grow sad. And even made me cry. Hahaha it's so funny, right ? 😂😂😂
But by doing so, I feel a little more comfortable. just little bit.

And also when I'm angry, I'm going to think about the things that really made me become more and more angry. 🔥👿
even I've thought several times to kill you that makes me angry. ✂💉🔨
Haha. Please you, who ever made me angry, you don't do it again. I don't wanna to kill you. Even if it just kills you off my mind 💔

And when happy, I'm doing the same thing. Think about the things that will make me happy. In fact, I often thought about marriage 👸
Hahahaha and it got me more excited. just thinking about it makes me happy. What if it all becomes real? Ah. I don't know what to say. @#%*-&(%";?

During this time I tried to make my mind as a friend to share stories about what I feel.
be it happiness, sadness, anger, jealousy, everything.
when I think there is no convenient place to speak up, there is only one place that could do that. that is myself. .

Although tired, at least I don't disturb or trouble others people just to listen to the story of my life.
and do that, it was enough to make me comfortable, much quieter, can still look strong and looks cheerful in front of my friends.
I'm happy to do that. How? Want to try? 😏