To my Akhwats ♥

To my Akhwats ♥

   Senin, Januari 16, 2017       Unknown

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Thanks for being part of my life.
Thanks for giving a lot of color in my days. And Thank you very much, because you already want to laugh with me over the years. 💋
there aren't words I can say to express how happy I'm to know you guys 🙏🙆 .
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Many things I want to do with you wat. Talk about stupid things, laugh at the ignorance respectively. Shouting at each other and laughing together. Etc. Hahahahah I'll do anything fun with you 😄 We always look cheerful when we're together. Because of that, I always want to meet you.
Although there aren't important things to do, I still want to meet you, using whatever reason. 😏
when we're together idk why, I think the time passed very quickly. 🕐🕕
When it's time to go home, I Trying to say
"Can we stay like this, a little bit longer? I still want laughing with you guys" 😢 .
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We're growing up.
We already have each other's business.
and to meet up it's so a little difficult, because of busy each. 🚶🏃 Because we aren't always together,
I want when we meet again, you're still be urself.
Be you who always doing stupid things just to make me laugh. You who running toward me to tell me what your activity when we aren't together.
Please take care of ur health. It's enough for me to see you always healthy. I feel so happy :'D
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I knew it would be very embarrassing if I say it directly. That's why I made this photo and caption. and using a language that I don't even understand. 😂 .
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The point of all this, I just want to say: .
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I really love you guys ♥
laughing with you is the best way I know to forget the frustration, anger, disappointment, and heartache. 😂
I don't know what to says, but once again I ask you please ... please take care of your health 😉🙏🙆 ..
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I say what I feel. It's not only updates the photo, but this is a confession 😒
I hope you feel what I feel ✨

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OVER THINKING

OVER THINKING

   Senin, Januari 16, 2017       Unknown

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I've a habit of thinking excessively about many things. all things! Sadness, disappointment, shame, despair, hope, anger, and happiness.

Usually when I'm sad, I will be silent and think about what has made me sad. Will many emerging thoughts that made me grow sad. And even made me cry. Hahaha it's so funny, right ? 😂😂😂
But by doing so, I feel a little more comfortable. just little bit.

And also when I'm angry, I'm going to think about the things that really made me become more and more angry. 🔥👿
even I've thought several times to kill you that makes me angry. ✂💉🔨
Haha. Please you, who ever made me angry, you don't do it again. I don't wanna to kill you. Even if it just kills you off my mind 💔

And when happy, I'm doing the same thing. Think about the things that will make me happy. In fact, I often thought about marriage 👸
Hahahaha and it got me more excited. just thinking about it makes me happy. What if it all becomes real? Ah. I don't know what to say. @#%*-&(%";?

During this time I tried to make my mind as a friend to share stories about what I feel.
be it happiness, sadness, anger, jealousy, everything.
when I think there is no convenient place to speak up, there is only one place that could do that. that is myself. .

Although tired, at least I don't disturb or trouble others people just to listen to the story of my life.
and do that, it was enough to make me comfortable, much quieter, can still look strong and looks cheerful in front of my friends.
I'm happy to do that. How? Want to try? 😏

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